Chris Brown is a confused man looking to mend his broken ways and this recent Instagram letter is a telling essay and admission on how he plans to right his wrongs.
I always thought I knew the concept of love. Fame and Money can get in the way of that. Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes. I canâ€™t speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see. I talk to God a lot now. Heâ€™s given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts becuz of my impulsive personality. The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it becuz of the choices Iâ€™ve made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff becuz I know what itâ€™s like to be a young black â€œniggaâ€ in America. I always see the good in people even when they donâ€™t see it. I love others more than myself at times. Everything u see on the surface does not reflect whatâ€™s inside. This is my white flag. I surrender to life and all its blessings. I refuse to be petty and attention seeking. To know me is to love me. Good Bad UGLY!
Chris let his feelings get the best of him after he saw his ex girlfriend Karrueche in a pic with model Tyson Beckford. He went on a social media rant and threatened Tyson’s son and girlfriend. Maybe this was the straw straw that broke the camel’s back and he’ll finally get right. (We’ll just call him Can’t Get Right for now)Â We’ll see if he changes.